Friday, February 23, 2007
hey pple....hmm...i did say in my previous post that i'm not goin back msia becoz my mum's passport expired. but i did went back wif her. not to celebrate cny, but is to attend funeral. i shall not go into details coz is too shocking for mi to say and not gd to say everything here.
now i think back....
we reali need to cherish everyone around us and use every single day to the fullest. we will nv noe what will happen the next minute. someone who is veri close to you might be fine this moment, and the next, he or she might be gone. this person who i attended the funeral, is someone who watch mi grow up, play wif mi, teach mi things when i was young.
Think until here, i jus cannot hold back my tears. i guess God is telling mi something. is to tell pple around mi abt Him. i jus cant see another of my relative jus leave without noe-ing abt Him.
apart from this...i felt happi on the day i went back to msia. coz my mummy saw my darling, and she allow us. THANK GOD! i cant believe it lor. i tot my mummy will be against it becoz i'm still studying. but NV!! MUAHAHAH. i will balance between my spiritual walk, studies and relationship!!! and let God lead our steps.
now i feel tat i have mixed feeling. sad for tat special someone. happi for my relationship. haix..don noe why this cny...i don noe i wan to celebrate or not. i think i better go and sleep, hav not been sleeping gd for these few days. nitex everyone
12:41 AM
